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Sunday, September 7, 2008

Guess i will not be sleeping again todae itself...
there seems to have thousand and one things happening at the same time, i dunno... jus to vent abit...

First, glad that i was selected to be in-charge for the upcoming Club event the 'Amazing Race'...
yup...
in other words, i will have lesser time for me to do my recruitment, fix appointments and also to go down to my company itself... however rest assured that i will do my best for both my roles be it as the OIC for the event or a downline of others in company... thats my word of honour...

hmm... where shld i start??

ok nvm shall start for this moring itself... was actually surpose to meet up Randy to pass him the toothpaste... but, who knows i woke up at 1o0o when i am like surpose to meet him at o945 instead... -.-"
(p.s. bro , i know its really my fault as i shld be responsible for my actions so for that i shall not blame anyone ...)

so...

went down to company... again i was late, was lyk surpose to reach 11oo but end up i reached 123o... hmm .. kind of still alrite.... so seated with Mr YanLong, Meijuan,Chris and Ash... to kind of plan for activities.... yup suggested by Mr yanlong that we shld train up on our presentation for various products... in between... had the chance to talk to mr yanlong... so i told him bout the news of me having the school events itself.... but the respond was lyk... can give it up...
ok... mr yanlong... i know that i had projected and planned to hit MM this month.... and also i believe that ms yanru and mr willie share same thoughts as mr yanlong... but wad i wan to sae was that, i want to be honest with euu guys that i had the event planning on hand... is not that i will not fight, jus that i will not be down to company that often... hawever, i believe everything has a solution ... and really be assured that i will still be focus on wad i wan this month itself... I hope euu guys will give me some time to set the ground rules and start ball rolling.... as for the continuation to the planning, i will divide it among me and my AIC...

went to basement to find the appropriate things and objects we needed... however, Ms yanru has other plan for me... and tats is to write survey instead of staying in company all the wae... as in yes, we will still be training for our presentation ... but around for an hour or so later i will have to join Willie and others for survey... however... in the end cos i said i do not want to
as i feel that i can stay in house to do calling of natural recruitment and at the same time can fix some appointments...

AND ....

eventually i regretted on it...
cos i went thru my market listings and tried to call for recruitment... most people just either hear a little and sae not interested , patronize me abit and sae dun wan.... ask me to call back , but eventually the phone was offed... also thousand and one types of reasonings... not sae totally none is interested also... but out of 8 market listings, i am only able to get 5 to 6 of them to jus consider... and the total time taken to do it was lyk 3 hours... not to sae that its wasted but its more of it can be actually be used to do survey...
p.s ( sis, i should have listen and take euur advice... )

After dinner with some colleges went to basement again... slack a while and slept at miss jasmine cubicle... and think i spoiled her chart...
p.s( ms jasmine... sorry bout it.. )

by right i was to meet Esther at Bugis at 1opm to pass her a tube of toothpaste, but again... i didn't go as there is a in house training.... so i had to fly esther plane.... really sorry for that.... and went for the training... and learnt bout roles of an agent...
Maybe was too engross with it that i missed the last train.... so had to w8 for bus... and who k nows wad happen to the buses.... bus 30 has no more service, so was bus 51... so had to take nite rider... to marina bay den change to another nite rider to get back to jurong.... on the wae recieved a few calls from parents.... and all they did was to scold and nag again...

so end up home around 2 plus close to 3 am itself... hmm... why dun wan to sleep... cos was thinking of wad my dad and mum said to me jus now when i bring down the goods for them twice... as it was my fault that i got the wrong goods on the first tym ... and having to go for a second round.... hmm as i said was my fault so... nth much...

but...

they said that i must have not put in any interset in listening to the goods they wanted... but the fact was that i really tot tat was the one they are talking about.... reason being... i have not been doing this due to my current work... so... i kindda forgotten... hmm... those were still okay.... wad made me really kindda sad was... they link it to my work... spreading negative about it again... and even to the extend of saying i am doing all thew shit work... it was lyk WTH!!! sae me enuff liao still wan tok bout my work...

hmm... i mean they are the ones who are closest to me... yet they seem very stranger out of the sudden.... i dunnoe... jus that i feel that they ought to know wad i wan, my everything best... also they also know bout the work.... and they really sound very bad and wadeva euu call it.... i mean, i am jus only human... i will also have feelings.... Also i have my own problems plus stress itself.... can't they lyk try to be more understanding in anywae.... i dunno... i really dun.... i jus feel that the distance between is kind of get further again....

but wad i want to sae is that... i will go for my position this tym .... and i will aim high.... as in aim for the moon... so that if i fall, i will be among the stars... all i want was jus to have support from you people... And yup... wad you see is really wad you get.... all euu have to do is to ask... and there will be an answer to it... lastly... recieve the answer .... in other words, if euu think positive, the answer will be positive and likewise for others thoughts....

WaterTank | 04:54